emotional post...

truth takes time. i've been thinking a lot lately. about emotions. and the people i love and all that. but i think that emotions are not my problem. its a lack of emotions. seriously. most of the time i just feel empty. void of anything significant. thats why i like emotional things. they make me feel alive. whether its happy emotions or sad or painful. its better than feeling nothing right? thats how i see it. i can probably count the people i really love on about 1 hand. if you can call it love, how do I know? peace