ej04

this week...i don't even know where to begin. i thought i was strong in my faith before. but this week, i realized that before it was all superficial. i believed but i had never seen. this week i saw the amazing power of God. i really did experience Jesus. i got to see how Jesus is using me to affect the world, and how he wants me to use my life to change the lives of others. i got to see the amazing things he is doing with other people. i got to feel the power of the spirit working through me. i think one of my top three memories from the week was this: i met this girl from ARC who leads the Crusades at that school, and we were talking and she told me that she felt like she wasn't following Jesus completely and that she had doubts. and God just put the words into my mouth to make her realize that she is doing everything she can for Jesus. the words just kept coming out, and it just kept making sense and i couldn't understand how it was me saying these things. i didn't know where i had gotten the ideas in my head..and then i realized. and it felt amazing. i could say so much more about this week. but in short, i went there as a follower of Jesus, excited to do everything i can for him, and i left carrying my cross for Jesus and knowing i'm going to do everything i can for him, and confident that every moment i live i am living for him. i feel unbelievable.